My Wish : Appreciate the wonder of possibilities of life. Change! Hoping to indulge in world's special moments and places one day. Travel around the world with friends and loved ones. Be emotional inspired. Experience the deepest emotionals. Optimism!

Why is there this weird feeling?

Why do I sometimes suddenly feel so down and depressed for particularly no reason at all? It feels as if I seriously lacked something in my life to make me feel happy, but what the hell is it? My life seems to be paved nicely and going almost smoothly for me since my expectations are not really high. My last semester results are out, and it did not even hit the minimum for me to get into the honours year but I am still get over it on the second day after I viewed my results and be happy again. So, what the hell is it that gives me a funny feeling at the pit of my stomach whenever I'm alone? Is it because my life is boring? But, I can feel the same intensity of depression sometimes even straight after I arrived home after having fun with friends. The lingering feeling is sometimes so terrible that I can't even sleep it away. Do anyone else feels this way or is it just me? When can I finally find the passion for life? Maybe after disaster befall me and I managed to survive a near death experience then can I finally view the world in a fresh perspective and be happy again? Or does it takes something so grand and unexpected to pounce on me before I can find the meaning of life? But what is the meaning of life anyway? No, don't worry, I will not fiddle with a Grim Reaper as yet as I believe that patience will pay off and I may finally see the beauty of life:)