My Wish : Appreciate the wonder of possibilities of life. Change! Hoping to indulge in world's special moments and places one day. Travel around the world with friends and loved ones. Be emotional inspired. Experience the deepest emotionals. Optimism!

School Starts!

Have been so moody and suffered insomnia yesterday due to some invisible stress. But later realise it's probably due to school starting today. Had been enjoying holiday for 3 months now so you can almost imagine my great inertia from stepping back to school.

I rush for tuition at 9am at Jurong and then rush back to school for lecture from 12-2pm. Finally rush to another lecture from 2-4pm. I could almost imagine me dying yesterday. But it turned out fine except from sweating like a dog under Singapore's 'fine' weather.

During the rushing to and fro, I missed lunch and felt energy draining like open tap. The moment I drag myself back home, I bathed and filled myself with high-energy aka fattening food like banana chips-lots of it, and 6 big chips ahoy and 1 big pork bun and two tuna egg ham sand which and coffee and some leftover junk! I practically cleared my fridge. Oh no! Will I get stomachache? Will I become even fatter?

Nah, hell to weight! There's so much more that matters more than weight issues. Life is so unpredictable and it's always too early to tell what may happen next. Obsession with weight is the stupidest thing that one can do. Please at least read the Times magazine and realise that innocent civilians in the war infested Iraq and Afghanistan can't even afford bread for their meals due to rising cost of flour! Food is suppose to be a source of energy for humans to accomplish meaningful things and not a source of frustration and an excuse for self-pity. I'm guilty of this once but not the second time. My words may sound too serious and harsh but it's really just a neutral statement of realisation. My identity is definitely not defined by weight but by greater things yet to be uncovered:) Hope similar people out there will find their real selves soon too:)