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Fri 13...

Wao.
Ytd is friday the 13th wor.
Realise it while listening to 933 fm on the long long journey to school (1 hr plus plus plus)
Tnk god I'm not the superstitious type and all turns out well ytd too.

Got this short class presentation on essay ytd.
I 'm actually not nervous nor panicky.
I'm just on higher alert than usual.
Wao.
Super major improvement on my part.
Since I usually got this weird unknown jitters b4 presentation.
Ok, so I admit I got some knida of stage fright b4.
Which quite screwed up many many presenations b4 for mi.
Which takes me days to recuperate and telling myself tt's it's all right.

My stage fight seems to just 'proof' gone suddenly a few weeks ago while doing another short group presentation.
I dunnoe where this weird sense of confidence comes from?
I kinda just tell myself, 'It's just a simple presentation and what's the fuss abt." if I rmb correctly.
Does this simple sentence does the trick?
Seems too good to be true right?
But wad else?

Then ytd somemore when I attend the Dharmma Circle talk,
we are like surprised with role-playing!
I have to role play an interviewer, interviewing 2 separate person for the job of lawyer.
Ok, I'm kinda damn tire by then, and my words came out slow.
But u can't really blame me when we are like given oni 5 mins to prepare and ended up no time to prepare script and hv to think on the spot.
Eventually, I actually pulled through.
Even thought the class is small. 15 students.
Furthermore, I got some laughters for the things I said.
I dun quite see the joke even till now though. Haha.
But I never done this b4 in my life until now.
Kinda fun and not scary; for once in my life.
Phew.

Then thinking of rewarding myself for all the day's work.
With a big Jap biscuit!
Wao. Damn delicious.
But ended up over-rewarding myself with many other 'rewards'. Oops.
Gotta control more now.
My baddest habit is -- happy = eat , sad=eat , angry =eat.
Terrible right.

Anyway, tt's all and hope the trip to the court will be a fun one tml.